Well, for today, I ain’t have much improvement, so I just try to writing this small writing to express how bad I am. My mother is really brave, she just took many debt from many people for just running pertashop. I am give up for that, even the tourism destination in my village “Watu Sumong” is also bought by my mother. Come on the life of businessman is doesn’t suit me at all. I somehow just want make simple book and die peacefully.

Daily Routine 

Well, I am just working like usual, and beside working, I also almost finished keno sub explosion spin off. Reading about much on it make me now, what is weird person, what is normal person, all of them is written on that novel. So, today I feel like even the weirdest guy like axis cultist in light novel still having the purpose for this life. I am also know then that

Don’t ignore people that have relation with you when you are on a journey, even though you are in rush condition.

Somehow that people will give you courage what will you fight in the future. Life is hard, if you don’t get support from another people then your life is even more harder than before. Well, I am just kind of writing even though doing something like that is hard for me. I am already give up on this life. Yeah, maybe there is tumor in left side of my face. If I just can die because of that it just blissful for me to live in short span.

Cause my daily is like usual I don’t want to explain any further, soon I will die, so don’t expect to much from me that I will tell amazing story in this blog. Even though theme of this blog is REVIVAL somehow I am come back to realize that this live isn’t like light novel, or this live doesn’t look a like anime, so it is better for useless people like me is disappear in this hard world.

Yeah thanks for today, thanks for hearing my boring story.